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They checked out, ate The Big Slam at Denny's, and drove off, wanting to make it across the Badlands before the protection of the world wore out and the sun came. They knew where they were going; they knew what they had to do. The world was not altogether round in those there parts, and they knew they were rapidly approaching the discontinuity. They had previously told their friends at home, in their departments, they would be way way gone way for a way way while, not to be seen expected to be seen at a time expected any time again. It's because they knew no one would understand, then. They had been chosen, they would have been chosen, on the other hand, if they could understand what they knew, what they had to do. They drove off over the wide Dakota sun, and they never hurried. In the fourth dimension mathematics is let to engulf your life, and they were not like their friends at home. The reason was the same reason. It was a sweep through hot Dakota wheat on a sweet Dakota day, no way a run under Arizona sun in an Arizona way. A pagan, mysterious, number-eight-spirited way. So surely didn't they mean to be anything, any way but the way they were. They knew what they had to do. It is because they were not like their friends at home that details are lacking. It is because of the aim for their friends at home that we must lack them. They were so much geniuses, they were, but it was not a religion they followed. They laughed and joked in the car, because the theorems of the fourth dimension fixed their course arbitrarily well. The other uncertain term in Heisenberg's uncertainty principle cancels out. Ha calls their voice. Always calls their voice. Always comes Ha their voice calling. In no uncertain terms. Because they had been chosen, and it was because they would know where where they were going that they were chosen, they had that positive-dimensional freedom. It was because they were so much geniuses that they knew of the fourth dimension. And it was because because they knew what because was, not first false second true, philosophically, deeply, spiritually, inferentially, archetypically, connectedly, associatedly, understoodly, comprehendedly, overrunly. So they laughed. They were following the ideas of their progenitor, the one of the baseball machine and the color cubes, prehumously telling the world that the sun would come, posthumously followed in time by the ones who came, over still Dakota sun in its own way way far away. The one who saw the fourth dimension but was special. The ones who saw the fourth dimension and were smart (in time, followed) still list their ears, careful list their ears, careful drive still their ears listing. Two apiece. Ha. So they laughed, but they were soon approaching the discontinuity. They because understand the fourth dimension, way way back leaving their cities and grand unions, smelted crossing the fingers of an arch-smith who is not God, or chipped crossing the crankshafts by (an arch-clock) who is not Father Time, or whatever way went the world wildly away they wanted not to know or care, weened not to know or care themselves, because the world is not mathematical, even in four dimensions, and unless you control your soul so that it is. They were mathematicians, harning they had intuitive grasp of the nature of four-dimensional space and the figures embedded within. That is theral they must reach the discontinuity across the Badlands that judicious Dakota day, because the protection of the world would wear out, and the sun would come. Ha. Heisenberg's uncertainty principle. That is theral they must go on a journey that is analogous sen a religious one, without religion. Their mystical, bahogenary understanding represents solely an extreme form of standard, universitative knowledge. They understood this thus in this way, however incomprehensible it may sporn. They knew that there is no one fourth dimension but three-dimensional space is a cross-section of four-dimensional space and that cross-section is arbitrary, and lating to their predecessor and their knowledge and their universitation they could have that four-dimensional understanding that sporns incomprehensible, and they did and they had, always. So they laughed incomprehensible to the discontinuity, a vortex skell four dimensions, over the hyperbolic part of the world, over the sun, crossing outside their friends' world. They knew where they had come to; they knew what they hqd to do. But since it was a process it must be described by a di¶ferential equation and so—Ø They got to the town on the other side of the Badlands; was there ever any doubt? The mathematicians carefully decreased the separations of their variable wrenches and twisted flowers off the trees, collecting them as naturalists in a burlap sack, therefore, which crossed the sun wouldn't come. |
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Wall of darkness stands
They leave us their history in piled stones
Those builders leave us traces:
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Ode to the Writer from Stratford
With what genius was it that his time was spent
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There was once a woman who lived in the city,
And the tree looked out over everything
But this was a tree planted in a window pot,
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Orphan, waif, detached and isolated
He is made of crystal grief,
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Make me talk and I'll stalk you
Back to your crazy mother. Save my wave and I'll come wash you Into yesterday's sorrows. Divide my slide and I'll roll you Into the East River. Tilt my guilt and I'll ruin you. Don't think I'm not strong enough. I once told you everyone was evil. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe it's just me. |
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She goes every night each week
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He held the jar tightly to his chest, arms wrapped around his sides as if in a straitjacket. He was smothering the glass as if to suppress the movement that existed inside it. He would cautiously release his hold for a moment and bend his head down to peer through the glass at his prisoner. Then, as if delightedly frightened by what he had seen, he would clutch it to him again, pressing it against the sweaty T-shirt. He looked from side to side to see if anyone was watching him. Then, content with his solitude, he placed the jar on his left palm and brought it up to eye level and then beyond. His arm outstretched, the two o'clock sun glinted and made his captive more radiant. The sounds of the insects beat together in one harmonious pulse which made the tall field grass quiver. They were pleading with him to release her. Had he been aware of their wishes he would have been compliant. But his mind could only hold one thing at a time. At this moment all he knew was fascination—a wild fascination, woven by innocence and strengthened by curiosity. Its wings were soft and ornate, like a mother's peachy ear. Colors that tickled his eyes and brought a smile to his lips. Its firm little body was suspended between those magnificent shimmering wings. They beat against the side of the jar making a surprisingly violent sound. His clammy, thick fingers gripped the base of the jar, and he shook it from side to side with increasing excitement. Her body was tossed and turned, thrown against the walls of her cell. He paused for a moment and watched her flutter around drunkenly, trying to regain her bearing. Her movements were thick and laborious; she hovered near the bottom of the jar. He shook the jar again. Her body made a ping-pong sound as it was jolted from side to side. Again he stopped to inspect what had happened. He pressed his eye against the glass in order to observe her. She was lying on the floor. Beauty torn and battered, her body seemed to heave, and then all energy was directed towards a wing sticking straight up. It quivered and sputtered and gave up. He watched her defeated stillness. Slowly, he unscrewed the lid of the jar. It came away with ease. He tipped the jar upside down and the broken body plummeted to the ground from whence she came. |
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Side of the trail,
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